Prom, and my boy: http://jupiter.walagata.com/view.php?file=photo006.jpg
It has been a while, don't worry I realize this. A lot has been going on, actually. I start school very soon, and a lot of my friends are leaving to do the same. I'll be living on campus at UML, not ideal but better than home.
I've been doing a lot of artistic nude modeling/fetish glamour. I love it, it's an amazing outlet for my sexuality and creativeness. As much as some people will consider what I am doing as porn, I know that a naked picture doesn't always fall into the "pornography" catagory. To me, what I'm doing is art. In this field boundaries are important. You must know what you will and will not do, if you don't jobs can be hard. Being with Patrick while I do this is difficult, regardless of his support. Who wants their girlfriend naked on the internet? Most guys don't. Nevertheless, his support is endless and encouraging. We recently celebrated a year together - the best my life has ever seen. For the first time in my life, I'm happy most of the time; content with myself and my life.
I work at Panera Bread, so that takes up most of my time. I work mostly 8 hour shifts 5 days a week. I save most of my money, spending only the money I make off of modeling. I really don't consider it a job, it's more like a hobby that can sometimes bring compensation. A wonderful photographer that I work with named Raj (www.rajjainphotography.com) pays me every time we shoot together, and he's always wants to shoot. He's teaching me a lot about this field.
I'm showing the world what real women look like, I am in NO way a model. For those of you who know me personally, you can vouch. I'm short, thick, and goofy. It makes for interesting pictures and beautiful artwork. My body has character, I love every inch of it.
I need to do some travelling soon. Specifically to Texas. Hopefully to work with Lithium Picnic at some point (google him, you'll be amazed at his images), and again to see Erin. I miss you. I wish I could have gotten to know you better, you have no idea how much I regret that.
I'm extremely excited about college, campus life, and studying for my career.
I'll end this post with pictures, I don't know when the next time you'll hear from me on livejournal will be. Probably very infrequently. I'm busy and driven, trying to build up my modeling portfolio and save up money and be with my boyfriend.
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